Love to love Life

What does it mean to love life, and all that it brings?

Even through the heartache, the non understanding what is happening, the hurt, anger and pain…. a remembrance that this is all just

a GAME

This is my outward self-analysis, to you, dear reader…

I look at this diagram, and I think to myself
Was I only settling for what I knew love to be? What does it mean to step outside of my comfort zone, especially when it comes to my concept of love.
It is downright scary, and yet, if I don’t take the step, I’ll never know.

Patterns of what no longer serve and the representation of what is not my highest state of existence…

What does that mean?

My inward truth is love, love is the force of action that keeps me going. Consciousness essentially is Love. Love has to first be felt for self, with self- acceptance, compassion and then it spreads, to all areas of life.
If I am in a place of self-love, happiness ensues.

How to feel that through the most difficult of times?
When I have let even myself down? And actions were not representing my highest…

Forgive me for going into such analytical and self-pervasive detail with you,

And then, separation, become strong again, love is only a fleeting feeling at times….. and can only truly be found within the divine

OF Self

With that I relinquish all thoughts and ideals of what I thought a perfect love would be. And realize, I am just me, and that is all I am.
If it is not accepted fully, than am I fully loved?
Vise versa?

Love is tricky, and can pull down paths that seem promising, only to allow uncovered truths, if they are found within the depths of hurt.

Life has its own way of unfolding, what ‘s meant to be

will be.

xo,

Nicole