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Happy 10 Year Anniversary

I started this blog 10 years ago to the day. On 1/11/11 and posted my first post at 1:11. Purposefully.

As an advocate for activism and change in the world, carving out this little niche for myself to have expression, felt right at the time. I was unaware of what a blog was, what it entailed and thought my first few posts would be the culmination of my blogging.

In reflection of where I’ve come and where the world has come over the past 10 years, I’m amazed. This blog saw me through my activism, occupy movement, standing up to corporate corruption, musings, meditations, health tips, living in Detroit, Chicago and LA, the 26 countries I’ve traveled to and lastly finding love and starting a family.

While I don’t write as much here, if at all anymore, I keep my writing here as a reflection. Much of what I wrote years ago is relevant to now and what we are facing as a collective.

A dream would be to see the people of our planet, United as a front, especially right now in our country. There are so many ideologies and differences separating and the oligarch tech monopolies and corporations are very purposeful in that; it is a divide and conquer strategy.

Left vs Right

Us vs Them

Masker vs Anti-Masker

Vaxxer vs Anti-Vaxxer

Rich vs Poor

This list could go on. The point I’m making is that divided, we will fall. It’s messed up right now in our country. People are fighting, creating more rifts of separation and stuck in viewpoints that are like tunnel vision. I’ve seen this along the gamut, the extreme on all sides.
I wonder if having more discussions collectively to get to the root of our issues could help solve some of the problems plaguing our country.

I think now, more than ever, is the time for everyone to sit at the round table and have their say with the talking stick, uninterrupted. Not just ego based, but from the heart and see where that could lead.

The corruption, deception, greed and divide and conquer strategies MUST end.

It is time to claim self sovereignty and for those who can, to step up and into their power. The time is now to be lead by those who are more enlightened and advanced, leading us into conscious and heart based advancement as a race, being the caretakers of this beautiful planet we inhabit. I fear for our demise if not.

Holding peace, space and love for all those adversely affected by current circumstances.

xo,

Nicole

Allegory of The Cave

This is a bit of a philosophical exploration yet it wanted to be written.

In the Allegory of The Cave, from Republic by Plato, prisoners are chained their whole lives, watching on the wall in front of them what looks to be real life, which is in fact shadows on the wall.

The shadows are illuminated due to the fire behind them, people walking around, where actual life is happening inside and outside the cave which the prisoners can’t see. They have even given the shadows and life they perceive names but do not know that they’re imprisoned, nor wish to leave this imprisonment because they cannot grasp it.

One of these prisoners breaks free and is lead to see what the shadows from the fire behind them were and out of the cave. Blinded by the light of the sun, seeing that everything he had thought prior was actually a distortion of what was real.

When he tried to go back down to the prisoners to explain what he understood as their shadow play, they would not believe him nor could they, for they had been chained their whole lives.

Now, I want you to think what the enlightening moment of clarity would be like as the one who came out of the cave, eyes hurting and unable to see to then have awareness of the whole of reality.

To give up all the ideas conceived while in the darkness, chained to an idea of truth that was a shadow of what was real.

And waking up from that, into the illuminated dazzling light of truth, different from what was perceived. How would that be?

Then trying to bring back the information to those still in chains to his own detriment because he was not believed.

Now to take it to a collective and epistemological level. Perhaps what we view through our individual lenses of experience are these shadows on the wall, formed from subconscious and group conscious agreements; this is how reality is designed.

Social conditions and norms could almost be considered the shadow play, ones we are born into and weren’t given a choice about with how our society and world is set up. Ie. think right, act right, do right and be right and you will attain abc or xyz. If you’re this (think any label) you will act and do of accord of this (generalization).

Do you think the chains of an imposed reality structure come from how we have to assess what our brains are taking in to understand our individual life and consciousness?

Think about the prisoner who came back to the cave to try to explain, how often does that happen, when something is so outlandish that it’s not believed and is shuffled away as a disillusion? Many of the genius minds that came before us were the ones who “saw the light” and visionaries trailblazing a new path unseen before then.

In the allegory I see the sunlight and real life as one coming into enlightenment and clarity. Those profound times when the AHA moment comes about and self realization, which is a constant work in progress, is at a moment of zenith.

When these moments of pure clarity within the light of realization come about, is it not pure bliss and a realization of the interconnectedness of all things?

This allegory could also relate to the ego and its imprisonments vs the pervasive superconsciousness.

Given what we deal with on a day to day basis with so much bombarding us, it’s hard to discern and decipher what we believe as our inward truth. Not truth because someone told you it is a truth, truth because the core of your being resonates deeply with it. It’s up to us individually and collectively to break the chains.

Metaphorically, I feel the chains when giving credence to ideas and truths that don’t resonate within and the numbing of my ego and its distractions that distance me from my well of depth, mind, soul and creative work, which is in the present reality. Life is lived, change is inevitable, an ever flowing, always evolving moment. Which when stuck, needs the sunlight of consciousness and focus to guide it forward.

Do you in any way feel chained to the cave?

How does it feel in the moments of clarity and awakening in the glaring, dazzling light of self-realization?

xo,

Nicole

 

Do Good

Giving is a blessing and for this birthday of mine, even if my bank account at the moment doesn’t reflect a lot ( in between jobs) I still have so much I can give, on little to no budget.

Wealth is also a state of being. I decided to go and Do Good for my birthday and pay it forward. I think I may have started my new birthday tradition.

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By giving I receive knowing someone is affected in a positive way. I like to think it’s a balance to all of the negatives that we are bombarded with on a daily basis.
I gave my birthday number (perpetually 25 😉)good deeds today.

Some of the highlights of what I did were:

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Making organic (except the cheezits) lunches with little “You are loved” notes and driving around finding hungry or homeless people to give them to. The rate of homeless people in LA is very high.

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Dropping off clothes and supplies like shampoo, deodorant, clothes and socks to a women’s shelter.

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I paid for someone’s bus fare.

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Spending time with several people at a nursing home, hearing stories that were fascinating. Including one of a well known singer who was married to another very well known singer. Her words of advice “If you’re happy or unhappy you’ve got to express that as a free human being”. She said I looked like a teenager. Nice birthday sentiment 😉

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Another lovely woman, shared her story about her family and living in Chicago. She assured me I would be successful. Fingers crossed.

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I normally wouldn’t highlight good deeds I’ve done, but this is intentional because I want to challenge you to pay it forward and do a good deed for someone. It doesn’t take money to do good, sometimes just being present to someone who is in need of company is all that is needed.
Giving nourishes the soul. Get creative and share if you’d like.

 

xo,

Nicole

 I’ll be back with our amazing time in Capri and Amalfi, better late than never. 😉